Aly PM

It was too long for me to chat log all of it, so I copied/pasted everything.

2/17/15
8:42 Alyncia D came back today did you see him? :D 8:43 Ckohrs0221 no I've been gone all afternoon 8:43 Alyncia Oh, i've been afk. He said he wasn't bringing back his characters though :/ Thats kinda weird 8:44 Ckohrs0221 he deleted them all when he "left" and then a few days (maybe a bit more than a week) later is when Blue Butter/Fairy came back and Mullins //loved// her so he's really only back because of that 8:45 Alyncia yeah he told me it was because of her I was kinda hurt by that, I mean we were both nice to him :/ (sigh) 8:46 Ckohrs0221 he had slipped away for a long time it wasn't because of us it had nothing to do with us 8:47 Alyncia I hope so... I thought maybe when I was rb I was too arrogant for him or something, thats just because I worry though 8:48 Ckohrs0221 he hates all of admin team :P 8:48 Alyncia Ah. He said he likes Lyss 8:48 Ckohrs0221 (shrug) 8:48 Alyncia But he didn't say about the others. xD Did Red quit or is she still there? 8:49 Ckohrs0221 he told me he didn't even like me as a Bcrat, that he thought our relationship kept changing Red stepped down 8:49 Alyncia Ah I liked her... and i'm really sorry to hear that, I don't like people who hate people for being higher then them, I think he was jealous :/ He talked to me but maybe it was only cuz I was demoted/stepped down 8:51 Ckohrs0221 (shrug) I don't think so. Jealousy might've been part of it. but idk 8:52 Alyncia Me neither :/ I just liked when we were all friends and there was no distance 8:53 Ckohrs0221 you guys both left :P I've stayed here the whole time :P 8:53 Alyncia I got busy with life :p 8:53 Ckohrs0221 so did he 8:54 Alyncia Well he told me he left because of fairy and the crat changes and admin changes but he could have left from life too I guess Wait MetroMara is LillyDaNinja? 8:56 Ckohrs0221 yeah he didn't leave just because of Fairy he might've left because of crat things (shrug) he always hated the admins, like I said he had serious authority issues :P 8:56 Alyncia Ah.. well jisk did kick him on his first day xD I confess I was scared of Jisk, but after we roleplayed he seemed to like me :)  8:58 Ckohrs0221 I used to be terrified of Jisk too  :P now we're friends that vent to each other about stuff  :P  8:59 Alyncia ^ same xD He's always been nice to me I think he knew I was scared He's pretty cool if you think about like Bond. I think of Bond as James Bond lol xD  9:01 Ckohrs0221 I don't. Bond is a person to me. I've gotten to know him really well these last few months we're super tight  :) 9:02 Alyncia Bond was my close friend. But i'm not sure if he still is :/ when I got demoted he ignored my owls and I just pm'd him today and he ignored it idk....  9:04 Ckohrs0221 He may have ignored them because he wasn't the person to go to about it. Lyss is head of OOC now 9:05 Alyncia Not today, I was asking him about jenna and Jaina :/ and he never replied I even said in main chat 9:05 Ckohrs0221 ....he's killing off Jenna... 9:05 Alyncia jaina you mean? 9:05 Ckohrs0221 nope Jenna 9:05 Alyncia Well he can't cuz Jenna is mine I'm not allowing him to do anything to her 9:06 Ckohrs0221 it's been in the works for awhile. He thought you were gone. Jaina isn't even close to Jenna anymore, she's closer to my Faith Bagman 9:06 Alyncia -_- 9:06 Ckohrs0221 St. Mungo's Hospital for Magical Maladies and Injuries/Fourth Floor 9:06 Alyncia well i'm keeping Jenna I don't care what he says He shouldn't fuck ing ignore me...I thought we were friends 9:07 Ckohrs0221 language, Aly like I said, this has been a long time coming back when you had left, permanently 9:08 Alyncia Were not in main chat nor do I listen to you after what D said okay I'm still keeping her 9:08 Ckohrs0221 Aly, I don't like language I'm allowed to enforce rules in a PM and what did Mullins say? you have to listen to me... I'm a Bcrat... 9:09 Alyncia He just said you started ignoring him cuz you thought you were so much better then him Ck don't bring up the stupid crat thing 9:09 Ckohrs0221 okay, well that's crap about Mullins I haven't ignored him 9:09 Alyncia just please 9:09 Ckohrs0221 he decided to stop talking to me it's true, Aly. You can't just decide to ignore me 9:10 Alyncia Well why don't you ever even try to talk to me for fun : 9:10 Ckohrs0221 because I feel like we don't have anything in common anymore? You /left/ Aly. So did Mullins. I don't know how to have conversations with you anymore 9:10 Alyncia Well D's right you changed Thats why I keep leaving because I have no friends here I don't like forcing myself on you 9:11 Ckohrs0221 Aly.... I'm happy to have you back. But if you use mean language around me, and I've requested you to stop and you just blatantly tell me "you don't have to listen to me? what kind of a friend is that? 9:11 Alyncia You wouldnt care if you werent a stupid crat, I would have been crat really if it wasnt for you  :/  9:12 Ckohrs0221 Aly. Yes I would. I have /always/ upheld the rules and I don't like swearing! I never have it would bug me even if I was a regular user  9:12 Alyncia Look whatever man I don't care anymore Also did you deliberately break up Char and Theo  9:13 Ckohrs0221 I'm sorry you feel that way.  And I'm sorry you think that I've changed.  9:13 Alyncia I liked that couple  9:13 Ckohrs0221 Charity and Theo.... that needed to happen.  Mullins wasn't around IC. Charity changed a /lot/ while he was gone and I didn't feel that it made sense for them to be together anymore I have plenty of IC and OOC reasons for that breakup I loved them too I did but... it didn't make sense anymore for me 9:14 Alyncia and you avoided rp with mullins completely distancing your characters? :/ 9:14 Ckohrs0221 absolutely /not/ I wanted him to keep Mark. I wanted him to be part of the Bagman family but he wasn't active! and then he /left/ 9:14 Alyncia Well idk whos telling the truth anymore! 9:15 Ckohrs0221 (shrug) I don't know what to tell you. I know he's mad at me. But I had completely logical reasons for what I did 9:15 Alyncia (sigh) Maybe I will just delete holly and use her model for something else 9:16 Ckohrs0221 I don't know what you guys expected of me. Did you really think I was just going to sit around, not RPing, not making friends, not advancing myself on admin team while you weren't around? Because to be perfectly honest, that's what it feels like 9:17 Alyncia I never said you didnt have to make friends or advance but the only person you like now is Bond 9:17 Ckohrs0221 not true Emma, Ellie, Echo, Sync 9:17 Alyncia Yeh so basically only admins :/ 9:17 Ckohrs0221 Emma's not Sync isn't 9:18 Alyncia she will be and you know it 9:18 Ckohrs0221 Emma will be sure. But she's been here for over a year and isn't one Sync isn't an admin 9:18 Alyncia Sync was 9:18 Ckohrs0221 Rabbit and I are tight, she's not anymore what's your point Aly? 9:19 Alyncia Well, you don't like me anymore because we have 'nothing in common' which doesnt amtter darp is for rp Its honestly supposed to be about our characters lives... problems like this should never happen 9:20 Ckohrs0221 is it wrong that is does? This is a community we can talk about more than just our chars 9:21 Alyncia Then why do you hate me 9:21 Ckohrs0221 I don't hate you. Aly, we were good friends before you headed out. We had a lot of conversation that wasn't about DARP. But... I feel like I don't know you anymore. The Aly that's returned... to be completely 100% honest with you? She's not the Aly I knew. Idk if that's because you're mad that I'm a crat and you're not, or if it's because you aren't on admin team, or because of something Mullins said.... but..... idk. Something's changed. Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, maybe it's both of us.... 9:21 Alyncia I'm not mad about that? I mad I left and that I lost my friends 9:22 Ckohrs0221 do you want me to be honest with you? 9:23 Alyncia I didn't care you became crat, I was sad I lost everyone because of rl and I always want people to be honest with me :/ I know i've changed because I have more responsibility in my life now, i'm going to become a mother.. 9:24 Ckohrs0221 I think people are quite put off by you right now. You come back, and you're honestly very hostile. You swear at people in PM.... you aren't acting like you want your friends back. Scaring them off with this sort of behavior... it isn't what's going to win you friends back. I know you're going to be a mother. And I'm sure that's all kinds of stressful that I won't even begin to understand 9:25 Alyncia I haven't swore at anyone but believe what you like :/ the only one I swore at was D today because he did it too 9:25 Ckohrs0221 but swearing at people, and attacking them... it's not the way to win your friends back. It's how you push them away further Aly, Lyss has told me you've sworn at her 9:25 Alyncia Then shes lying Shes a crat of coruse shes going to lie 9:25 Ckohrs0221 is that what you think of me? of Jisk? that we just... lie to each other? 9:26 Alyncia I think you guys lie about me to humiliate me 9:26 Ckohrs0221 Aly, what reason would we have to do that? 9:26 Alyncia because I had to leave that I was demoted 9:26 Ckohrs0221 no one wants to humiliate you 9:26 Alyncia and you and the crats laughed because I was a fail.... 9:27 Ckohrs0221 Aly, we do //not// believe that. Bond saw potential in you. It's why he thought you would make a good admin some day. We didn't /laugh/ we were genuinely /disappointed/ that you were leaving you're an awesome person. You were great as an RB 9:27 Alyncia Well why would Lyss lie what what I said? Unless hell is a swear word to me it isn't... 9:29 Ckohrs0221 Aly... I have chat logs that say differently. You used stronger language with her than just that 9:29 Alyncia Right Crats always say that but whatever 9:31 Ckohrs0221 Aly, I can show you the PM log. You swore at her. 9:31 Alyncia Right. I don't care what you have to say anymore, were through. 9:31 Ckohrs0221 I'm sorry you feel that way 9:31 Alyncia Oh really like you care 9:31 Ckohrs0221 I do! Aly, of course I care I don't want people hating me, no one does 9:32 Alyncia You guys don't care about me or my life its the internet, and honestly you shouldnt care 9:32 Ckohrs0221 This is a community of people that have come around something we love Aly DARP unites us, but we're a community beyond that we notice when people come and go, and we are all affected by that if it's something more detached for you, then that's fine but that's not how it is for everyone I genuinely care about my friends on here 9:34 Alyncia I don't believe that... I'm sorry I don't, crats are just power hungry sorry to say that. 9:34 Ckohrs0221 That's something Bond said to me. What I just shared with you. It's something I believe in, and I think others would agree with. 9:34 Alyncia Believe what that your power hungry? 9:35 Ckohrs0221 no, about the sense of community here-- that we care about each other 9:35 Alyncia You have your beliefs I have mine. 9:35 Ckohrs0221 true enough 9:36 Alyncia If we can't be friends then thats fine with me, but still. 9:36 Ckohrs0221 but still what? 9:37 Alyncia Still I don't know whos telling the truth (sigh) 9:37 Ckohrs0221 that may be something you have to figure out for yourself. I promise that I am telling you the truth as I have seen it. Anytime there are disagreements, there are always two sides 9:38 Alyncia Thats why I talked to you too, to be open minded I just don't know... 9:38 Ckohrs0221 (shrug) sleep on it maybe. 9:38 Alyncia Okay.. Did you send Echo after me? 9:39 Ckohrs0221 Not exactly. I've been telling her about our discussion, and she told me it was grounds for a warning 9:40 Alyncia yes you did I can't beleive you ck 9:40 Ckohrs0221 I didn't send her after you, Aly. She volunteered to talk to you about it I can't very well give you a warning, now can I? I'm involved in the conversation 9:40 Alyncia Well I told her I have no tie for this and it seems you've also told bond to ignore me well of course you would 9:43 Ckohrs0221 Aly, I have never said that ever I 100% promise you Why would I tell him to ignore you? I haven't seen him in chat all day! 9:44 Alyncia well why else is he, I tried saying Hi he ignores it I try to just ask about characters still nothing 9:44 Ckohrs0221 sometimes his PMs don't work everyone's had PMs glitch from time to time 9:44 Alyncia main chat DOES work 9:44 Ckohrs0221 PMs glitch though sometimes people leave main chat when we've been in PM with them, and chat doesn't update itself that's happened to me a //lot// 9:45 Alyncia I refreshed, i'm not an idiot he was still there 9:45 Ckohrs0221 I never said you were an idiot. I just said it's a common problem (shrug) Alyncia It is, but i've concluded its not that :/ 9:46 Ckohrs0221 okay, well I'm sorry it seems he's ignoring you. I don't know why that would be. But I //promise// you it has //nothing// to do with me
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